being judged is always there

can we just not

peace be on earth?

my work is just piling up

balancing school church and girlfriend is hard

yea i sound spoiled and what not but this is the life i live

not having a nervous break down or anything but yea

the gf and i are long distance

so whenever i give up something to be with her its so hard

esp church

i feel like its a burden if people freak out that i dont come one sunday

i know i missed it but you dont have to rub it in

i know God is supposed to be first

but sometimes thats just not how things are run

just give me a break

and some leeway